It's all bittersweet

Theres a boy I know, hes the one I dream of
Looks into my eyes, takes me to the clouds above
Ooh I lose control, cant seem to get enough
When I wake from dreaming, tell me is it really love

Chorus:
How will I know (don't trust your feelings)
How will I know
How will I know (love can be deceiving)
How will I know
How will I know if he really loves me
I say a prayer with every heart beat
I fall in love whenever we meet
Im asking you what you know about these things
How will I know if hes thinking of me
I try to phone but Im too shy (cant speak)
Falling in love is all bitter sweet
This love is strong why do I feel weak

Oh, wake me, Im shaking, wish I had you near me now
Said theres no mistaking, what I feel is really love



If he loves me, if he loves me not


I was jamming out to this song and thought about as lighthearted as this song it really is the feelings that play out in the single mind time after time. I find myself in this situation time after time. It is so bittersweet because saying something can have one of two outcomes. One is good he likes you too you start something that leads somewhere you think that the two of you are perfectly headed. The next is that he doesn't like you and you suddenly have lost a person you so enjoyed the presence of for so long. (at least that is for me considering I just love to hang out with people that I have crushes on.)
Somethings I think the worst outcome of theses two would actually be that the guy actually likes me back. I mean the guy I like is perfect not in every way but perfect enough. And If he did like me to (which he doesn't) what does that actually mean. Since I don't have an answer ready then its probably a good thing that he doesn't like me isn't it. As you can see that song relates in so many ways.