Who will love me for me?

I added some of my own lyrics to one of my favorite songs.Love Me by JJ Heller. http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=fUM86eL6tVw

Who will love me for me not for what I have done or what I will become. Who will love me for me cause no one has shown me what love really means.

Her heart is crumbling a little each day. She is the girl who has been in love with the same guy for many years. She wonders each day why he never loved her maybe if she was different he would have changed his mind. And she says who will love me for me not for what I have done or what I will become cause no one has shown me what love really means.

To be loved or known?

To be loved or to be known. It is said you can have one or the other but you cannot have both. That once you are known you will no longer be loved. I guess I see it this way alot. That people lose the love that they have for me the longer they know me.

Pastor Mike had a recent sermon that talked about this and he said something that really struck me. Pretty much what I learned from it that the theory holds in the world, and people who all fall short of the glory of God will treat you in this manner. We don't know of any other way of treating people. But GOD who knows every hair on our body and truly knows us also LOVES us. This is comforting on so many levels.

There is a lot on my mind lately I think I'll start blogging more and actually telling people about this blog. We will see.

This is what's running in and out of my mind

Til Tomorrow If it comes. Peace be with you.

Watching life happen

Today feels like I'm watching life happen.
I'm not living life but watching others turn their pages.
Am I afraid of what the next page will yield
or am i aware of what it will yield and thinking that it is nothing

I get scared sometimes.
That all this life has to hold is vanity.
that ambition is pure vainity
That careers, babies and husbands are all in vain.
I wish I knew what to do next.
I need some light.
I'm drowning
Floundering
I need to escape.