Tuesday, February 22, 2011

Watching life happen

Today feels like I'm watching life happen.
I'm not living life but watching others turn their pages.
Am I afraid of what the next page will yield
or am i aware of what it will yield and thinking that it is nothing

I get scared sometimes.
That all this life has to hold is vanity.
that ambition is pure vainity
That careers, babies and husbands are all in vain.
I wish I knew what to do next.
I need some light.
I'm drowning
Floundering
I need to escape.

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